In the routine, but Thinking Out of it

The typical human beings walking on the streets, running in the metro stations to catch the train but why are they hurrying? Why are they running? Even, I saw the old people do the same thing and follow the same pattern. Do they get something out of this? Do they get on time on or for the thing(s) they want. Are they just lab rats that want to run faster?

Traffic in rush hour rises to its maximum point. Seeing people swarming like a trail of ants or bees in the hive. In a better words, in usual hours the same sort of thing exists. The fact is that mankind is changing. Forget the fooling words of "revolution" or "evolution". These two words have the same meaning of the manipulation. According to Oxford dictionary "manipulate" means: "to handle, esp. with (physical or mental) dexterity; manage, work, or treat by manual or mechanical means" but I think it means: "Doing things or working not completely but somehow pretending that have done well or in a way convince others to believe that you've done it %100 percent or others have no way except accepting that you mastered that thing." In short phrase, "to trick or deceive others and their minds". Such a nice word like the stuff all politician do or learned to act and do. Do, do, do; yeah, they always do.

What if you don't want to do the same thing all people do? It seems so strange to those people or to be honest to the cattle of sheep.

Without any interest or any will I am in this kind of routine or always I am doing the routine; but, I think out of it. I'm thinking out of this damn thing!

I am nothing and you are everything.

I do not know; but, I think a lot. Maybe, it is just thinking at this state of life that I can do best. Time (the precious thing as much as I know) is always flying and turning you round and round from one place to the other and forming your life. Is this a nice dream we are living in or just a nightmare? It is surely something like these things.

Seeing around myself different people doing different thing. This difference can't be so much. I can part all these different people into just two group. Yes, in fact just two group!

First group that forms the majority are people do not know what to do at all; but, just like an actor or an actress pretending, acting, and playing the game of I-know-what-to-do or in a better word I-am-the-best-of-the-best.

Second group that forms the minority are people know exactly what do; but, do not like or even hate pretending that they are doing the best or they know what to do.

I think you have power or freedom or anything you want it to, when you try or struggle hard and never give up from your aim(s) or goal(s) of getting that thing. I believe in "NO PAIN! NO GAIN!" Let's redefine things in the way you want it to be defined. Let's change things and ways into the things and ways you want it to. Maybe, all these words are ridiculous or just fooling you ( the reader's mind)!? Don't forget! I said maybe. Maybe is one of my favorite words. I like it. 'Cause there is nothing certainly %100 in this universe except the God. Nothing is %100 perfect and complete except him. Any creature or any human being has got its own fault(s) more or less. The very nice thing is the difference between percentage in perfection. There is a big gap between those two group of people I've already written about in the previous paragraph. Let's call it the majority and the minority. I think %90 forms majority and %10 remaining percent forms minority. What the hell who cares all this long story! I think I cares. What about you, do you care?

I (even if I can say) as a human being or in a better phrase as a "nothing" really am nothing. Really, nothing. I try to do what can I do in the best way. After all, I hate pretending to be a kind, good, perfect, smart, and ... in front of other people eyes or them. Feelings are the best thing. You can touch and smell or look at a red rose, better than doing those kind of things to Rose (I mention this name just for example as a name and without any prior intention). People are people and they are what they are. Things are doing the same thing, but there is much easier changing a thing than changing a person.

Thinking by myself, if I have a billion dollar I can't get much out of my life than the current state of not having just $1 damn filthy money. Yes, that one billion bucks may leads me to be a lazier fellow and even may leads me closer to my death. I can't give up my efforts even if after 10 years I have nothing, indeed.

I am nothing. Nothing, nothing and nothing after all. Sometimes writing something for nothing. It is so interesting when you say you are nothing no one can ask you about that nothing much or can't ask a question at all.

Yes, I AM NOTHING AND YOU ARE EVERYTHING.