Oh, thee Lord!

what's up?
what's up?

what's the hell going on!

Oh, thee Lord help us
Look at us
Make us happy

looking for wisdom
coming and going places to get it
but can't found what I've sought for
Maybe it's a rare jewel
need some patience
need some time
need more to seek

after all, I don't know why?

looking for an answer
the answer of a Q named why?

why people kill themselves by their own hands
why it is going day by day worse and worse
why people neglect the true honest love

Oh, thee Lord
help us
Look at us, don't neglect us
Make us happy, don't make us sad no more


No more, no more
I can't take anymore
anymore of this
sucking darkness
getting out of light

Maybe, I've done lots of wrong things
Yeah, at least I'm guilty much deal about me, myself

Oh, thee Lord help us
Look at us
Make us happy

Dream

Artist: PINK FLOYD

Song: JULIA DREAM

Sunlight bright upon my pillow

lighter than an eiderdown

wishing that the weeping-willow

winds its branches round

Julia dream

dream that queen

queen of all my dreams

Every night I turn the light out

waiting for the velvet bride

will the scaly armadillo

find me where I'm hiding

Julia dream

dream that queen

queen of all my dreams

Will the misty master break me

will the key unlock my mind

will the following footsteps catch me

am I really dying

I dream a lot. I like my dreams even my nightmares. I have high hopes, too. Why we all have high hopes? I think it is because we are ambitious and want to progress somehow. But, are all our wishes going to be true? Of course, not all of them but we keep on chasing them. Oh, at least I feel like this.

Are dreams reflection of our real life or our thoughts? Yes, maybe they are or not. In a better words, they are some reflection(s) of our disposed minds. Have you ever gone to bed and dreamt things that was in your mind before sleeping? Sometimes, I experienced such like this thing.

I like dreams. I am a great dreamer. only in dreams you can have your desired things that you can't get in reality. Every night I turn the light out, waiting for the velvet bride to come and join me in my bed. I will have Julia dream, dream that queen, queen of all my dreams.

Forever and ever, just I'll love to have Julia dream.

Hold On To My Heart

Artist: W.A.S.P.

Song: Hold On To My Heart

There's a flame, flame in my heart

And there's no rain, can put it out

And there's a flame, it's burning in my heart

And there's no rain, ooh can put it out

So just hold me, hold me, hold me

Take away the pain, inside my soul

And I'm afraid, so all alone

Take away the pain, that's burning in my soul

Cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone

So just hold me, hold me, hold me

Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me

Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me

And oh no, don't let me go cause all I am

You hold in your hands, and hold me

And I'll make it through the night

And I'll be alright, hold on, hold on to my heart

Music cultivates the brain. Your mind is like a wasteland or a desert without any green plant or tree in it. It is really full of nothing. Indeed Nothing! It is you that plant seeds in it. Some of those seeds grow and some not. It is you that can make it work. It is that can change a desert to the wood or a forest. It's your thoughts that can grow like tall trees reaching to the sky.

Somehow music is a good motivation. It is something that make your brain work better and even better make it create anything you desire. All kind of the music is good. You can even listen these rhythmic noises of the nature and feel like you are listening to a real orchestra playing live to audiences. Certainly, this is the best type of it if you can feel it.

Hold on. Hold on to my heart. There is a flame burning in my heart constantly. There is nothing like rain that can put it out. Do you know why? 'Cause it's always in a safe place, in my heart.

Take away the pain burning inside my soul. It's in my soul 'cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone. So just hold on to my heart. I like to be alone not lone. I fear loneliness but like to be alone. This gives me more concentration to weaving my thoughts to the real words you've already read a bit or the whole.

Hold on to my heart. Hold on to my heart. Don't let me go. Don't let me out of your mind. Don't let me out of your heart. 'Cause all I am is in your holding. It's an invisible connection, link, and/or anything is between you and me (A reader and a writer).

Hold on. Hold on to my heart. I'll be alright till you holding on. Let me be. Let me be in you heart.

Thanks for just letting me be. Thanks

Come Into My World

Artist: Kylie Minogue

Song: Come Into My World

Come, come, come into my world

Won't you lift me up, up, high upon your love

Take these arms that were made for lovin'

And this heart that will beat for two

Take these eyes that were meant for watching over you

And I've been such a long time waiting

For someone I call call my own

I've been chasing the life I'm dreaming

Now I'm home

I need your love

Like night needs morning

Come, come, come into my world

Won't you lift me up, up, high upon your love

Na na na na

Take these lips that were made for kissing

And this heart that will see you through

And these hands that were made to touch and

feel you

So free your love

Hear me I'm calling

Oh won't you

Come, come, come into my world

Won't you lift me up, up, high upon your love

I need your love

Like night needs morning

Oh won't you

Come, come, come into my world

Won't you lift me up, up, high upon your love

I love this song named "Come Into My World" and sang by "Kylie Minogue".

I listen to it when I feel in love. I've got this nice feeling but still haven't found anyone for the true real loving. Anyway, such a silly pretty guy like me don't need a real one to feel such a thing. I am a fool. Really, a John-a-dreamer, someone that lives in his imaginations and that's enough for this poor guy here.

So, come on! Come on to my world! I need your love like night needs morning. Take my arms that were made for lovin' and this heart that will beat for two. (but don't mind if it beat for one and that's for just me.) :-)

Take my eyes that were meant for watching over you. I've been such a long time waiting for someone I call, call by her own lovely name. I've been chasing the life I'm dreaming and never give up till catch it.

Take my lips that were made for kissing and my heart that will see you through and my hands that were made to touch and feel you.

Thanks Mr. God for giving me such like this feeling. Thanks God! I feel like flying in the sky like a bird now 'cause I feel love and ... .

Don't forget to come into my world. But before coming let me know about it. :-)

Spring Time

It is the beauties of spring that makes it a lovely season of the year. The nature is the most beautiful in this time than other seasons. Plants such as trees and flowers begin to grow and their nice greenish colors can be seen anywhere. The small blossoms of them looks like the small bulbs of celebration days. When the sounds of flowing rivulets mix with the sounds of singing birds, it is like that the spring is singing the nature song. The new azure color of the sky despite its faded color in winter, looks like a new painted room while the sun looks like a light hanging from the ceiling of that room. Also, people are very happy in this season and this is the most beautiful thing.

Rain

It's a nice day and especially when it's raining. The rain that washes away the pain and sorrow(s). Somebody believes that if you walk under the raining weather, it will washes your sins, too. Really, I admire this belief.

Walking under rain and thinking about the things you've done. Walking a long path without any intention and without any destination. Breathing in fresh air and smelling the sweet rain droplets touching and falling over your face. Oh, that's such a feeling I can't find any replacement for. Walking whole way while those in cars pass you by proudly and make your whole clothing wet. Oh, I don't want to be like them 'cause everyone can be like them and act that sort of thing.

Really, rain is nice. The whole streets and building are washed by it. There's also moments that you will be away from the damn pollution and breathe fresh air and feel the real nature.

Rain, may it be a gift from the holy God. May it be the love that we are missing now and then. May it be the sign of growth and makes the green greener than it used to be. Maybe it be the thing that washed your vices away.

After the raining is much better. Sometimes when it's day you can see a rainbow in the blue sky. A rainbow that is the nature's prism of light. Such a nice real painting that you can see and enjoy.

Rain, sweet rain that washes my whole pain.