In the routine, but Thinking Out of it

The typical human beings walking on the streets, running in the metro stations to catch the train but why are they hurrying? Why are they running? Even, I saw the old people do the same thing and follow the same pattern. Do they get something out of this? Do they get on time on or for the thing(s) they want. Are they just lab rats that want to run faster?

Traffic in rush hour rises to its maximum point. Seeing people swarming like a trail of ants or bees in the hive. In a better words, in usual hours the same sort of thing exists. The fact is that mankind is changing. Forget the fooling words of "revolution" or "evolution". These two words have the same meaning of the manipulation. According to Oxford dictionary "manipulate" means: "to handle, esp. with (physical or mental) dexterity; manage, work, or treat by manual or mechanical means" but I think it means: "Doing things or working not completely but somehow pretending that have done well or in a way convince others to believe that you've done it %100 percent or others have no way except accepting that you mastered that thing." In short phrase, "to trick or deceive others and their minds". Such a nice word like the stuff all politician do or learned to act and do. Do, do, do; yeah, they always do.

What if you don't want to do the same thing all people do? It seems so strange to those people or to be honest to the cattle of sheep.

Without any interest or any will I am in this kind of routine or always I am doing the routine; but, I think out of it. I'm thinking out of this damn thing!

I am nothing and you are everything.

I do not know; but, I think a lot. Maybe, it is just thinking at this state of life that I can do best. Time (the precious thing as much as I know) is always flying and turning you round and round from one place to the other and forming your life. Is this a nice dream we are living in or just a nightmare? It is surely something like these things.

Seeing around myself different people doing different thing. This difference can't be so much. I can part all these different people into just two group. Yes, in fact just two group!

First group that forms the majority are people do not know what to do at all; but, just like an actor or an actress pretending, acting, and playing the game of I-know-what-to-do or in a better word I-am-the-best-of-the-best.

Second group that forms the minority are people know exactly what do; but, do not like or even hate pretending that they are doing the best or they know what to do.

I think you have power or freedom or anything you want it to, when you try or struggle hard and never give up from your aim(s) or goal(s) of getting that thing. I believe in "NO PAIN! NO GAIN!" Let's redefine things in the way you want it to be defined. Let's change things and ways into the things and ways you want it to. Maybe, all these words are ridiculous or just fooling you ( the reader's mind)!? Don't forget! I said maybe. Maybe is one of my favorite words. I like it. 'Cause there is nothing certainly %100 in this universe except the God. Nothing is %100 perfect and complete except him. Any creature or any human being has got its own fault(s) more or less. The very nice thing is the difference between percentage in perfection. There is a big gap between those two group of people I've already written about in the previous paragraph. Let's call it the majority and the minority. I think %90 forms majority and %10 remaining percent forms minority. What the hell who cares all this long story! I think I cares. What about you, do you care?

I (even if I can say) as a human being or in a better phrase as a "nothing" really am nothing. Really, nothing. I try to do what can I do in the best way. After all, I hate pretending to be a kind, good, perfect, smart, and ... in front of other people eyes or them. Feelings are the best thing. You can touch and smell or look at a red rose, better than doing those kind of things to Rose (I mention this name just for example as a name and without any prior intention). People are people and they are what they are. Things are doing the same thing, but there is much easier changing a thing than changing a person.

Thinking by myself, if I have a billion dollar I can't get much out of my life than the current state of not having just $1 damn filthy money. Yes, that one billion bucks may leads me to be a lazier fellow and even may leads me closer to my death. I can't give up my efforts even if after 10 years I have nothing, indeed.

I am nothing. Nothing, nothing and nothing after all. Sometimes writing something for nothing. It is so interesting when you say you are nothing no one can ask you about that nothing much or can't ask a question at all.

Yes, I AM NOTHING AND YOU ARE EVERYTHING.

Lucky Number

13 is my lucky number.

LOVE

What are things that makes us to love or to a have love? Is it a feeling? Is it just a big lie? Is it the things we need in our everyday life? Is it just a thing to fulfill our sexual need? But, anyway let's don't give love a bad name?

I am sure it is so great, fresh, and hot in teen years of your life. At least, it was the same thing in mine. But, I think now it was a blind love. As you ages and grow older, you become wiser and act more logical. Anyway, do you think anyone need logic or thinking about the love? Do we need to listen to our heart or our mind? Which one does rule?

Do love is about just people or maybe it can be about thing(s)? Maybe, you love your car, home, music, a song, or just a rose flower? Maybe, the feeling of love is great? Maybe, love doesn't exist in this modern industrialized world. Maybe it is going to fade away? Maybe, just you fell in love once in your whole life time?

Let's be honest! Love differ from making love or having sex? These are two different thing surely? The first one is what I am discussing? While, the second is what you need sometimes or maybe in everyday and can't get away from doing it surely? It's part of human being for breeding or such a thing? I like to do it just for fun and not for that breeding stuff.

I think maternal love is one of those great loves. Can you find a mother that doesn't love her own child? I'm sure it can't be easy to find one. Why do females show this feeling more than males? Why? Maybe, we, males are ashamed that? I don't know?

Can someone love or hate something, both at the same time? Can we fell in love with someone and then hate that one? I think this is very strange thing can ever be happen or somehow this is rare and unique.

Most of us lose our loves about things very easily. Being in love forever seems like a joke in our life? Could this be a joke or could it be real?

By major extent people fell in love with beautiful, nice, and perfect ones. Could an ugly one be somebody's love?

Can we love ourselves? Surely, most people have this sort of love nowadays. Oh, narcissism is raising. Why? I think narcissism is like vanity. Vanity is one of the seven deadly sins. And of course devil's favorite sin. Does this imply that we are in sin than ever before? I don't know 'cause I don't like to judge. Do whatever you want to? You are free in my way of belief and thinking?

I think loving a thing is much easier than someone. You can take that thing by some trying. But, if you fell in love with someone, you will go a long, long way to catch that so-called someone. Maybe that someone doesn't care about you at all or even she doesn't look at you just once.

What do you think? What is this so-called damn feeling named LOVE?

The Need

Hello, of course still I have got no one reading my blog. I like greetings, so I do it. I like to have someone read my blog and gives comments about it. I hate those just maybe read some part of it and give nothing. I prefer just a reader with real comment than thousand readers without anything. As, you see even me as a writer of this so-called blog need the need of somebody’s attention. What’s the need that we all human being wants to have it more or less?

We can’t leave alone. Every one of us has got his or her needs. Maybe our needs are different from each others. But, I see some proud ones pretend that they don’t need anything or anybody. That seems ridiculous for me! Even, one group needs other group or one society needs other. That’s the things existed from the begging of creation. It is just like equilibrium that makes things going on and on. What this anyway?

What is the thing or one without any need(s) in this universe? I can’t mention one. Maybe that is just The God; but, he is not a thing or a creature. Really, I don’t know. So, let’s describe. A writer needs readers to be a writer. A car making company needs some clients to buy its cars. Every one needs something or somebody else. That’s the need.

Google as a web search engine monster has got about forty products or services for free and of course without costing anything. Maybe it just needs us, users to just use those things. The more we use its things the bigger it is going to be. It grows rapidly! I think it has more in need of us; than, we need it to going on. But, I admire its genius, services, anything all about it. At least, it is going to do its job perfectly as a company can do. I admire and worship perfection. I love it even though there are lots of thing on the other side of this. Anyway, I predict Google is going to take place of Microsoft nearly about five coming years. I like companies and organization that innovate instead of doing things in a routine manner. Maybe future is the world of innovation. Just maybe …

Why the IT companies grow rapidly more than other kind of companies? Maybe, they innovating much more and have got lots of working brains. Maybe, they are changing us or our need without of our attention and caring. Maybe, they are good players in this damn business game. I think the more they grow the more they need someone as like clients or users or anything like that. I like the way they are doing in this game; but, have they the right to do such things so?

Every year, you will buy one or more new electronic device or something that makes you much comfortable than in the past. Let’s call all these, machines. Machines are growing their existence. Really, do we need them or they need us to be? It is such a dizzy question for a mind. Let’s think. “What does a machine need?” Or “What are the needs of a machine?” At first, they need a user to use them. Secondly, they need power.

Let’s stop at this point. I think the big issue is the power they’ll go to use. Somehow, we are using the more power than preceding year. They are using our resources and what we’ve got in this planet, the earth more rapidly year after year. So, why we need these machines? I think they are going to be some part of us or even just like of us?

Tell me what you think about these issues? What are your needs? Do you like to have the need or just needing it without any intention in mind before